Some people thinks that my life is perfect..
I just wanna tell them that they're wrong..
I may look happy.. i may smile and laugh after being mad for a while..
That's just hiding my expressions and feelings from others , proving to myself that i am a strong girl..
But I'm still the same..just an ordinary girl..with sensitive feelings and i cry easily..i mean it..
My hopes are really high..that's why i always get disappointments..
I go through all the same shit everyday..i didn't really wanna care about cause its better to care about your grades than to care about how many people hate you or what they say behind your back..
If you do care about it..
it'll just make your day bad and you'll start doing stupid stuffs pissing people off..
Well going through bad times is hard..but it'll just make you stronger..i'll confront it..
Life is precious..I might well as achieving goals..do stuffs i never did..travel the whole world.. than to care about gossips..
My mom told me : "Its your life , its yours , not others.. Why should you care what other people think of it.. Don't care about what others think of you..what's important is what you think of yourself.."
Nobody's perfect..nobody..
Monday, July 25, 2011
250711
Please treasure in front of everything, because time cannot turn the clock back..
I really really want to get back those years of me, but I don't know how to face me now, can I really spoiled myself?
Busy with school work recently, REALLY TIRED!!
Moment, is a July.. I have four months left to the junior four and junior five high school book to read it away.. I will patiently wait until the examination is completed.. I will do my best to test, will not let you down.. I will certainly do our best..
I assure myself everythings is OK!
But, who am i fooling??
I have questions, and there are answers..
But I'm afraid and much too weak..
But this is how i feel..
I wish i had saved all those tears that you make my cry..
So i can drown you in them..
I wish i had someone to hold me..
I wish i had someone to make me special..
I wish i have someone to make me feel beautiful..
Don't cry because it's over.. Smile because it happened??
Breaking down all of a sudden..
waiting for texts.. But??
Trying so hard to make sure that everythings fine here..
I'm not like what you think I'm a strong girl..
I'm weak actually..
How hope that I still can laugh and play around after argued with someone..
I need sayang..I need everythings..
I don't need your cold and hot..
I really really want to get back those years of me, but I don't know how to face me now, can I really spoiled myself?
Busy with school work recently, REALLY TIRED!!
Moment, is a July.. I have four months left to the junior four and junior five high school book to read it away.. I will patiently wait until the examination is completed.. I will do my best to test, will not let you down.. I will certainly do our best..
I assure myself everythings is OK!
But, who am i fooling??
I have questions, and there are answers..
But I'm afraid and much too weak..
But this is how i feel..
I wish i had saved all those tears that you make my cry..
So i can drown you in them..
I wish i had someone to hold me..
I wish i had someone to make me special..
I wish i have someone to make me feel beautiful..
Don't cry because it's over.. Smile because it happened??
Breaking down all of a sudden..
waiting for texts.. But??
Trying so hard to make sure that everythings fine here..
I'm not like what you think I'm a strong girl..
I'm weak actually..
How hope that I still can laugh and play around after argued with someone..
I need sayang..I need everythings..
I don't need your cold and hot..
Sunday, July 10, 2011
100711
In year 2011..half year ++..
It's been a long time we are been together..
You almost know me well than anyone around me..
You made my life colourful..
You really turn my world into '' Upside Down '' like a roller coaster..
You can make me Laugh/Happy/Cry/Sad/Hate/Love/Upset/Scared/Missing/Regret/Feel Sorry To You..
But i like the way you are..
Wish that you can do de samething to me..
Im sorry id cannot be prefect as you want me to be..
That's because Im just an ordinary girl..
It's been a long time we are been together..
You almost know me well than anyone around me..
You made my life colourful..
You really turn my world into '' Upside Down '' like a roller coaster..
You can make me Laugh/Happy/Cry/Sad/Hate/Love/Upset/Scared/Missing/Regret/Feel Sorry To You..
But i like the way you are..
Wish that you can do de samething to me..
Im sorry id cannot be prefect as you want me to be..
That's because Im just an ordinary girl..
Loves Just Hurts..
I started to wonder..
Why loves always so complicated..
Why love has to cause so many pain..
I was ever told that..
Love is simple..
Love doesn't hurt..
Love isn't selfish and all above that..
Love gives meaning to everything..
But all i see now that am i old enough is that..
Love is just so unfair..
Love is full of pain..
Love is frightening..
Loves just hurts..
Why loves always so complicated..
Why love has to cause so many pain..
I was ever told that..
Love is simple..
Love doesn't hurt..
Love isn't selfish and all above that..
Love gives meaning to everything..
But all i see now that am i old enough is that..
Love is just so unfair..
Love is full of pain..
Love is frightening..
Loves just hurts..
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Monday, July 25, 2011
You have no idea what's behind this smile
Some people thinks that my life is perfect..
I just wanna tell them that they're wrong..
I may look happy.. i may smile and laugh after being mad for a while..
That's just hiding my expressions and feelings from others , proving to myself that i am a strong girl..
But I'm still the same..just an ordinary girl..with sensitive feelings and i cry easily..i mean it..
My hopes are really high..that's why i always get disappointments..
I go through all the same shit everyday..i didn't really wanna care about cause its better to care about your grades than to care about how many people hate you or what they say behind your back..
If you do care about it..
it'll just make your day bad and you'll start doing stupid stuffs pissing people off..
Well going through bad times is hard..but it'll just make you stronger..i'll confront it..
Life is precious..I might well as achieving goals..do stuffs i never did..travel the whole world.. than to care about gossips..
My mom told me : "Its your life , its yours , not others.. Why should you care what other people think of it.. Don't care about what others think of you..what's important is what you think of yourself.."
Nobody's perfect..nobody..
I just wanna tell them that they're wrong..
I may look happy.. i may smile and laugh after being mad for a while..
That's just hiding my expressions and feelings from others , proving to myself that i am a strong girl..
But I'm still the same..just an ordinary girl..with sensitive feelings and i cry easily..i mean it..
My hopes are really high..that's why i always get disappointments..
I go through all the same shit everyday..i didn't really wanna care about cause its better to care about your grades than to care about how many people hate you or what they say behind your back..
If you do care about it..
it'll just make your day bad and you'll start doing stupid stuffs pissing people off..
Well going through bad times is hard..but it'll just make you stronger..i'll confront it..
Life is precious..I might well as achieving goals..do stuffs i never did..travel the whole world.. than to care about gossips..
My mom told me : "Its your life , its yours , not others.. Why should you care what other people think of it.. Don't care about what others think of you..what's important is what you think of yourself.."
Nobody's perfect..nobody..
250711
Please treasure in front of everything, because time cannot turn the clock back..
I really really want to get back those years of me, but I don't know how to face me now, can I really spoiled myself?
Busy with school work recently, REALLY TIRED!!
Moment, is a July.. I have four months left to the junior four and junior five high school book to read it away.. I will patiently wait until the examination is completed.. I will do my best to test, will not let you down.. I will certainly do our best..
I assure myself everythings is OK!
But, who am i fooling??
I have questions, and there are answers..
But I'm afraid and much too weak..
But this is how i feel..
I wish i had saved all those tears that you make my cry..
So i can drown you in them..
I wish i had someone to hold me..
I wish i had someone to make me special..
I wish i have someone to make me feel beautiful..
Don't cry because it's over.. Smile because it happened??
Breaking down all of a sudden..
waiting for texts.. But??
Trying so hard to make sure that everythings fine here..
I'm not like what you think I'm a strong girl..
I'm weak actually..
How hope that I still can laugh and play around after argued with someone..
I need sayang..I need everythings..
I don't need your cold and hot..
I really really want to get back those years of me, but I don't know how to face me now, can I really spoiled myself?
Busy with school work recently, REALLY TIRED!!
Moment, is a July.. I have four months left to the junior four and junior five high school book to read it away.. I will patiently wait until the examination is completed.. I will do my best to test, will not let you down.. I will certainly do our best..
I assure myself everythings is OK!
But, who am i fooling??
I have questions, and there are answers..
But I'm afraid and much too weak..
But this is how i feel..
I wish i had saved all those tears that you make my cry..
So i can drown you in them..
I wish i had someone to hold me..
I wish i had someone to make me special..
I wish i have someone to make me feel beautiful..
Don't cry because it's over.. Smile because it happened??
Breaking down all of a sudden..
waiting for texts.. But??
Trying so hard to make sure that everythings fine here..
I'm not like what you think I'm a strong girl..
I'm weak actually..
How hope that I still can laugh and play around after argued with someone..
I need sayang..I need everythings..
I don't need your cold and hot..
Sunday, July 10, 2011
100711
In year 2011..half year ++..
It's been a long time we are been together..
You almost know me well than anyone around me..
You made my life colourful..
You really turn my world into '' Upside Down '' like a roller coaster..
You can make me Laugh/Happy/Cry/Sad/Hate/Love/Upset/Scared/Missing/Regret/Feel Sorry To You..
But i like the way you are..
Wish that you can do de samething to me..
Im sorry id cannot be prefect as you want me to be..
That's because Im just an ordinary girl..
It's been a long time we are been together..
You almost know me well than anyone around me..
You made my life colourful..
You really turn my world into '' Upside Down '' like a roller coaster..
You can make me Laugh/Happy/Cry/Sad/Hate/Love/Upset/Scared/Missing/Regret/Feel Sorry To You..
But i like the way you are..
Wish that you can do de samething to me..
Im sorry id cannot be prefect as you want me to be..
That's because Im just an ordinary girl..
Loves Just Hurts..
I started to wonder..
Why loves always so complicated..
Why love has to cause so many pain..
I was ever told that..
Love is simple..
Love doesn't hurt..
Love isn't selfish and all above that..
Love gives meaning to everything..
But all i see now that am i old enough is that..
Love is just so unfair..
Love is full of pain..
Love is frightening..
Loves just hurts..
Why loves always so complicated..
Why love has to cause so many pain..
I was ever told that..
Love is simple..
Love doesn't hurt..
Love isn't selfish and all above that..
Love gives meaning to everything..
But all i see now that am i old enough is that..
Love is just so unfair..
Love is full of pain..
Love is frightening..
Loves just hurts..
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