Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Love♥



Since you appear in my life..I finally knew that to beloved is very wonderful..Regardless of the outcome of our future..I was hoping you really care about me..But most of all thank you for loving me for who I am..I Love You..Behind these three word could I add one more word?..That word is "Forever"..Because I just can't believe the loveliness of loving you..


原来真的有那么的一个人可以进入我的心中..
以往的坚持..我发现很傻..

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Monday, February 27, 2012

TO : 我的松融♥


TO:Sayang Mervyn
 
在现代的社会..有心理病的越来越多了..
很多只是轻微..不幸的疯了..更糟的自杀死了..

有时我觉得不是社会所逼的..
是他们逼自己的..

觉得自己能抗起这个重任才抗..
不然到最后不但抗不起..还成为人家的背负..

想要跟人与众不同..比人更本事..
那你也要比人更会舒解自己的压力!..
一直不会舒解..一直紧绷自己..
你的才华变得有限..到了极点就停止了..
怎么努力也不能进步..最后逼疯自己..

我不是阻止你向前追..
我知道你真的有这个本事..
我不希望发生什么事情..你被逼停下脚步..
我希望你无止境的向前走..慢慢的走..
没发生任何意外..你就有走不完的路了..
怕没机会走吗..走到你厌..走到你累..
照顾自己..放松自己最重要..

记得!..

想要比人本事..跟人与众不同..
压力一定比人更大..压力更与众不同了..

你更要比人更会舒解压力..

不然你拿什么来撑着跟人家打长战啊!..

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Sunday, February 26, 2012

You Are Always Be My Love♥

The last kiss..with a faint smell of cigarettes..
The smell of bitter and heartbreaking..
This time tomorrow..
Where you will it..will think of who?..
You are always gonna be my love..
Even in later life and who love..
I will remember to love..   
You taught me how..
You are always gonna be the one.. ♥ :')

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Saturday, February 25, 2012

25022012

I meet my sayang just now..
I miss him so much..
And I wish SOMEONE can stay away from him..
Seriously..I'm a normal girl too.. I will exactly feel jealous!..

I hug you tightly and I don't care others because I hope that you will not leave me one day..
I found some of the feel back from you..
Thankss Sayang..

Sayang..I love you..
The struggles I'm facing..
The chances I'm taking..
Sometimes might knock me down but..
No I'm not breaking..
I may not know it ..
But these are the moments that..
I'm gonna remember most..
Just gotta keep going..
And I..I gotta be strong..
Just keep pushing on 'cause'..

There's always gonna be another mountain..
I'm always gonna wanna make it move..
Always gonna be an uphill battle..
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose..
Ain't about how fast I get there..
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side..
It's the climb..


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Friday, February 24, 2012

错过 错爱♥

一段过去的感情..我明白是不能回头..因为错的是我..
但是为了不要再犯同样的错..我改了..
但..让我觉得我错爱了..
我明白感情是不能作比较..但我总忍不住那样做..
我后悔..为什么当初不紧紧抓牢那段感情!..
时间不能倒流..只希望有一天能够起变化..
我知道不能霸道..不能那么自私..
但..希望得到自己想要的..难道有错吗?..
没有失去过..不懂得珍惜..
没尝过苦头..不知道什么是最好..

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暧昧?!♥



看完了吗?..有什么感觉..?
我是听过这首歌...但是不懂他的MV这么好看..

看完你们会很有感觉吗?..
就是很辛苦...但是又强烈的感觉..

这就是暧昧嘛!..

所以我就说嘛!暧昧给人的感觉最强烈!..

MV里..他们动作亲密..但是不是情侣..
他们对对方都很有感觉..但是不是在一起..

人就是这样..我们每个也一样..
 

如果是情侣..亲密动作变成理所当然..
所以没有强烈的感觉..

如果不是情侣..这么做..就是越限了..
人就是会享受那种超越界限感觉..
说的话..做的事都可以不负责任..
因为你们不是情侣..


如果你真的想跟你的另一半永久在一起..
你就不可以想念暧昧的感觉..
不可以觉得.."我们以前比较好"..

这样你每段感情都不能长久..


一直在乎感觉..只有暧昧才能给你这种感觉..
在一起了就没有这种感觉了..
这是一定的..


所以我也有几个男性朋友都不爱谈恋爱..
只爱搞暧昧..
他们觉得很好玩..
他们就是享受这种感觉..
到处放电..到处释放爱的种子..=D

当时他们只是还没遇到想长久的人..

现在还不是交女朋友了..不搞暧昧了..


感觉这东西..
是不可靠的..
不能长久的..
最不负责任了..

我自己看戏也有时会渴望有那种感觉
但是我很清楚是不可能的
记得...不可以眷恋暧昧的感觉..

因为..

"短暂的刺激感觉" "长久的平淡幸福"..

你只可以选一个..

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Thursday, February 23, 2012

从来只有-爱或不爱♥

男人再坏..只要你喜欢..他就是宝..
不管他对你多坏..怎么糟蹋你..你还是当他是宝.
.

男人再好..只要你不喜欢..他就是草..
不管他对你多好..你都看不到..你还是当他是草..

女人再美..只要你不喜欢..她就是草..
再美再高贵..也会被糟蹋..因为在你眼中她只是草..

女人再丑..只要你喜欢..她就是宝..
再丑再烂..她依然珍贵..因为她在你眼中就是宝..

你喜欢的男人送你的小礼物..你也把它当宝..
你不喜欢的男人送你一样的小礼物..不见也没差..

你不喜欢的女人送上门..你会讲她随便..滥交!..
你喜欢的女人送上门..你只觉得她只会对你这样..难得!..

 同样的话..
你喜欢的人讲出来..就是真的..对的..
你不喜欢的人讲出来..就是假的..错的
..
 
根本没有..
是与非..真与假..赢或输..贵或贱..

从来只有..
爱或不爱..

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Heartbeats♥

I download it inadvertently!.. REALLY!..
Maybe the song is finding me..not I found it!..:)

I don't know the singer and I have never heard this song before..

Once I listen to the song..
I was stunned and keep listening..
The girl voice is attractive..
The music is soft..
It's pulling me into the song..

The lyrics is simple and clear..
It's easy to understand..
But it feels very bitter..

I feel sad and gonna cry..
when I am listening to this song..




I can't figure out
Is it meant to be this way
Easy words so hard to say
I can't live without
Knowing how you feel
Know if this is real

Tell me am I mistaken
Cause I don't have another heart for breakin'

***********************************
Chorus:

Please don't let me go
I just wanna stay
Can't you feel my heartbeats
Giving me away

I just want to know
If you too feel afraid
I can feel your heartbeats
Giving you away
Giving us away

***********************************

I can't understand
How it's making sense
That we put up such defense
When all you need to know
No matter what you do
I'm just as scared as you

Tell me am I mistaken
Cause I don't have another heart for breakin'

**Chorus**


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If♥


If could..
I wish those balloons can bring me to your place..

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

No One Is Perfect, You Are Not Perfect, But One Of Your Part Is Pretty Enough♥

When she walks away from you mad..
[ “Follow her” ]
 

When she stares at your mouth..
[ “Smile..then kiss her” ] 

When she pushes you or hit's you..
[ “Hug her tight” ]

When she starts cursing at you..
[ “Say I Love You” ]

When she's quiet..
[ “Hold her hand and ask what's wrong” ]


 When she ignores you..
[ “Act cute so she'll notice you” ]

When she pulls away..
[ “Pull her back” ]

When you see her at her ..worst
[ “Tell her you love her and she still looks amazing” ]

When you see her start crying
[ “Hold her..ask her what's wrong” ]

When you see her walking..
[ “Approach her..give a kiss on the cheek” ] 


When she's scared..
[ “Assure her you're not going to leave her” ]

When she lays her head on your
shoulder..

[ “Tilt your head too..and hold her hand” ]

When she steals your favorite hat..
[ “Let her keep it” ]

When she teases you..
[ “Tease her back and make her laugh” ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time..
[ “Reassure her that everything is OK” ]

When she looks at you with doubt..
 
[ “Back yourself up” ]

When she says that she likes you..
[ “She really does more than you could understand” ]

When she grabs at your hands..
[ “Hold hers and play with her fingers” ]

When she bumps into you..
[
Bump into her back and make her laugh” ]

When she tells you a secret..
[ “Keep it safe and untold” ]

When she looks at you in your eyes..
[ “don’t look away until she does” ]

When she misses you..
[ “she's hurting inside” ]

When you break her heart..
 
[ “The pain never really goes away” ]

When she says it’s over
[ “She still wants you to be hers” ]

When she repost this bulletin..
[ “she wants you to read it” ]


When she's mad..
[ “Hug her tight and don't let go” ]



- Stay on the phone with her even if
she’s not saying anything..

- When she says she's OK don’t believe
it..talk with her..

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her..

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up..

 
> Introduce her to your friends..as your girlfriend..

> Don’t hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out..

> Hug her from behind..

> Don't go hang out with you ex when she’s not with you..you might not realize how badly it hurts her..

> If you're talking to another girl..when you're done talking..walk over and hug her and kiss her..let her know she's yours and they aren't..

> Write her notes or call her just to say “hi”..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls..

> Play with her hair..

> Pick her up..

> Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it..

> Let her fall asleep in your arms..

> If you care about her..then tell her..

* Remember her birthday and get her something..even if
its simple and inexpensive..it came from YOU..
It means all the world to HER..

It's the thought that counts..

* Always call her when you say you will..
It may not seem like it..
But it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care..
So call even if you can only talk for a minute..
Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night..
But it’s nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello..


# Treat her like she's all that matters
to you..

# Tease her and let her tease you back..

# Stay up all night with her when she's
sick..

# Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think it’s
stupid..

# Recognize the small things..they usually mean the most..

# Give her the world..

# Let her wear your clothes..

# When she's bored and sad..hang out
with her..

# Let her know she's important..

# Kiss her in the pouring rain..

~ Every boy should give their girl 3 things: 
  • A stuffed animal.(She'll hug it every time she goes to sleep)..
  • Jewelry (She'll treasure it forever)..
  • and one of his t-shirts (She'll most likely wear it to bed)..

~ When she runs up at you crying..the
first thing you say is:"Who's ass am I kicking babe?.."


~ If u care about her..SHOW her!..

Is that what all a boyfriend should do?..
Can you do that as a boyfriend?..
Wow..if yes..you are almost perfect..
But..for those girl who having these kind of perfect boyfriend..
Hold it tight and don’t lost it..
You should know you're so lucky to having he..
Do some thing to let he know you are so love him..so appreciate him..and so cherish him too..
Give and take..
Show your love Sayang!.



I'M ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
MERVYN CHAI SONG RONG


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Tough♥

Being tough is the word that I always remind myself..
I never forget..never put it behind my mind..

So many things to stress..so many things that I don’t understand..
I’m hiding myself aside..forcing myself to understand..
Pass mean passed.. I have to understand the different..
I just not the lucky one to have it...
I hate the feeling that stays alone..especially mid night..the late night..
But I always have to..
Until I force myself use to it..
From I was young..the feeling never go away..until now...

The more I want..the more I lost..
I wanna be the best..but the worst I turn at the end...
I got no right to having the best..
I got no qualify to request more..
Even how regret I am..
Fact will never change..

Jealous others having the one I wish I could have..
But yet..it belong to me once..
I never fulfill...
I never appreciate everything’s..
when I realize..and it seem like.....not the time yet..
The more I want to know..the more I regret to know..
The more I curious..the more I hate myself..
The more I found out..the more I hurt..
I hate all those feelings..
Is that time can help me fade away?..
And I think..this is the karma..
I believe god had gave me many chances..
I’m just the stupid idiot dint realise and hold it..

I’m getting the phobia...
I scare of everything...
I keep my step..don’t dare to step out..
The more I try..the more I fail..
I scare of the pain when fall down..
Because I don’t want to do the same mistake that I had repeated many times...again...

Every songs..every words..every lyrics..every movie..every single things..
No matter how big deal or how small potato...
Every time I’m alone..every time when my mind starts thinking...
It also have an excuse let me cry lately..
I stop my tears when its running out from my eyes now...
Enough crying for myself..
No one will pity me and forgive me..
Even I really is the poor thing..I think..
I have to accept these..I deserve these..
The Karma..
Cause I really do disappointed everyone..

I already control myself to the limit..
I starting out of my mind..
Being crazy..thinking negative..
I’m going mad!..
I’m feeling I can’t take it anymore!..

I have to calm down myself!..
Have to stand strong!..
Have to make myself awake!..
Have to stop dreaming!..
I have to tell myself..
Its time to learn!..

Learn think twice before action..
Learn not to be stubborn..
Learn how to be positive..
Learn how to give other than take..
Learn do things for people request..not request to people..
Learn to listen others..
Learn how is love..what is love..

It’s hard..really hard..
I will try..no matter how scare I am...
Stop being weak..
BEING TOUGH..
I believe it will eventually bring me happiness..
I want my smile back..

Wish me...
I hope I still is your love..

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Irrevocable♥

When I'm lost..I would like to sit down alone and think about life..
I knew that every problem is an opportunity disguised to know exactly how strong am us..
By then..when my mind stay calm..I'm asking myself the same question
What I've got in my hand?..

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SomethingUnspoken♥

Sayang..
I really need to tell you this..
I don't know whether you're gonna ignore this or what..
I can't live without you..
Living without you are like meaningless..
I'm not acting pity or what..
It's just I gotta to tell you that..
I STILL LOVE YOU!!Photobucket I WISH YOU WILL COME BACK!!Photobucket
I know somehow 'forever' sound ridiculous..
But I'm serious with it.. Because what I said to you I do it..
I know you are hopeless in any way..
I know you're losing hope on love..maybe?
But please..don't lose hope on yourself..
There's still a long road to go..
Sayang..please remember what I told you..
Please remember there's someone still waiting for you..
There's someone still loving you..
There's someone concern about your life..
I maybe not a perfect girl..not good looking..
But I got the heart to care for you..
I don't want there is still something unspoken..
I want to let you know that...
Cherish your life.. Please..



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Monday, February 20, 2012

ForYou♥

There’s a guy..who crossed my mind every minutes..the way he smiles..the look when he was sleeping..the way he pampering me..the way he nagged me..
I always forcing myself not to think much of him..but yet I can’t..always been surrounded by unexplainable stuff..
I'm missing his voice..
Due to some circumstances we been apart for almost a month..I hope this will encourage me to do better this time..
I have framed all the good luck just for you..
Hope everything turns out better for you tomorrow..

The old ones always say men need to work..
And while ladies need to take care the babies at home..
I know you need to work hard..
But remember to take care yourself..
Don't get sick..don't too tired..remember to drink water..
I'm always here for you whenever you need me..
When I'm not at your side..
You must take good care yourself..
I promise that I will take care myself and inform you whatever happened..






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If You Want My Respect, Show Me Your Deserve It♥

We all had our own life..
Seriously we don't have to put people down to bring our mood up..
We should know that everyone has difficulties to face behind their mask..
So please don't judge people when you don't even know about themPhotobucket
Gain your self respect if you want others to respect you..

I want someone who will respect my limits..my needs and my believes..
I don't concern myself with condescending advice..
Because I knew I'm the only person that can change my own life..

I don't want to be one of those girls who will sit there and let things happen..
I just want to be a girl who will go out and make things happen..
I never want to look back at life and say "damn I wish I did this & did that"..

We're not perfect.. Any of us.. We make mistakes..
we screw up but eventually we forgive and move forwardPhotobucket
This is life♥



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Sunday, February 19, 2012

I’ll Breathe Again♥

We’re gifted to have two ears and one mouth..it’s because god wants us to listen carefully..twice as much as we speak.. To make the right judgment.. I don’t blame those who judged me without knowing me..everyone judge.. Rumors are everywhere..and trust me..I’ve been dealing with it since I started blogging one year ago.. Things like this don’t affect me anymore..but I just want you guys..whoever it is reading this right now to know and understand that how much damage a small rumor can be done to a person.. So before you make a statement..please think carefully.. Be a better person..

It just saddens me when people around me will do whatever it takes..do things that they know that they’re not even proud of..having all the intentions to sabotage one another when they don’t deserve it.. What’s with all the hatred going on?.. But I guess its up to them to choose their path..how they want to live.. I’m doing my best to be myself..make myself and my love ones proud.. That’s what matters.. And I know my values..what kind girl would I be if I’m the kind of girl that put myself out there?.. I’m so much worthy than the girl that some of you think that I am.. I’m better than that.. Time will tell..

What comes around goes around.. I truly believe in karma..do you?..


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I Meant What I Said♥

I just can't lost you..
I'm willing to do anything..
Anything to make you stay by my side..
I don't care if it risk my life..
Just to make you stay..I'll do whatever..
I love you with all my heart.. All my true heart..
I will never betray you..never ever..
I meant what I said.. 
I'm sorry if I did something hurt you..
one million times sorry..
truthfully sorry..
I'm so happy that you will forgive me..
I really happy that you never give up on me..
You are the best man in my life.
You will be my man forever..
I mean it..
I want you to remember that..
No matter what..I will not leave you..
I will not let you go easily..
 
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Saturday, February 18, 2012

NeverApart♥

I do believe that when two people are Truly.. Madly.. Deeply..Completely in love with each other..they won’t ever let go even if it hurts a thousand times more..
Love doesn't make the world go round perhaps..
But it gives you someone to share the ride with and remember the journey..
I love how you make me laugh..when I don't even want to smile..
I love you Sayang!!♥Stay with me♥


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18022012

Boyfriend..the one that admitted into your heart..what you delivered to him is your heart..
Boyfriend is not brought to show off..because you are talking about heart..even though you speak alien language..he’s able to understand what you are trying to say..

Not used to quarrel with the boyfriend..because the quarrel will make her heartache..not only that..she never wins in the quarrel..because her immature thoughts did not bring her far..She did learn a lot in this relationship..and she learn to be independent..

Loves..She never advocate 24 hours to be together..perhaps 20 hours will do..><
In fact..couples..are two different and independent entities..
The idea should be consistent with recognized with each other..However..their circle of life must be preserved..

She was afraid to lose..no matter in family..love ones.. friends..or the age..
She knows that nothing last forever..

Therefore boyfriend are meant to be treasured..not only fate can be together..it's the people together for a lifetime in the future..




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Friday, February 17, 2012

Glad♥

To me..this is like a dream..
I never thought that someone would love me that much..

I always dreamed about having a good boyfriend..

Because I'm deserved to be treated like that..

But then..this someone treat me better than what I thought..

I really glad to have him..

He's mine..

I had him..

Thanks for his exist..

Thanks for everything..

But somehow people will think I'm crazy in love..

Yes.. Indeed..

I am crazy about him.. 
 
 

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Thursday, February 16, 2012

MyWords♥

I'm just 17 years old..consider young..
Still a immature..still have a long way..
But there's something I've learn in my life..
Something really important..
I've learn to fall in love..
Maybe others would said that I'm crazy..
Because a 17 years old girl falls in love like....insane
But whatever..I know what I'm thinking..
People used to say that I'm always so rush..
Never think clearly then take action..
I know cause that's the old me..
I'm much more different now..
It's not that I being proud of myself..
It just that I know I won't be regret after all this..
I've decide to love him forever..
I meant what I said, I never ever love someone like this..
I'm not insane..I'm just happy that I had him..
I will hold on to him forever..Forever..
I want to marry him..I want to spend to rest of my life with him..
I love you forever Mervyn Chai Song Rong..
I wont love anyone else beside you..
I will never ever leave you as I already promised...






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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

MyLittleLife♥

This is the ten days of our "Love Quarantine"..
I call like that because i really don't wanna mention about B-words..
Besides we still in our love relationships..
I know this is my idea and i totally regrets for my stupid actions..
But if I'm quit right now..I'm still the selfish girl..
I just hope you will come and accompany me if you are free..
I admit that life without you is completely going mess and lonely..
But life must go on..
Sometimes when I suddenly think of you..
Like usual the tears going to be my partners again..
I really cant stop thinking about you..

Today my friend ask me wanna go clubbing with her or not at this weekend..
Let me think?..actually I do..I really want to go..
But I know if you know about this..
You must be very angry with me so I just reject her invitation..
Of course..I know myself very well if I'm drunk..
*I don't want to talk about it, if you know just shut your mouth!:)*
You see..I still care about you..
I'm not going anywhere without your permission..
Which means I do anythings that I promised with you..
So can you trust me now?..
Suddenly I'm speechless..
I don't know what to write..what to
tell..
Just got you in my mind..


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15022012



I am learning the way to how to forgive someone who ever betrayed you..

Before that..say true..
I am that kind of person who is so hard to forgive someone if someone always talk bad about me..

but now..I know I must broaden my mind.. =)
I wish I could do it as well.. =)


I might be that kind of people which is cheapskate..
Yes..definitely!..
I mean that is before..not right now..=)

From now on..I’ll learn to how to forgive someone who ever talked bad about me and so on..

I won't to be cheapskate..
Instead..
I’ll try to do it nicely..

I am actually feel tired for what they ever talked to me..
I mean..
I never do it but still let they talked bad about me.. 
Yes..I heard for many times..
That is why I said I am exhausting with it..

I just do what I wanna to do..
I just say what i wanna to say..but it doesn't mean that I will say it directly without thinking as it would be so hurt.. =)
I just smile with who wanna i smile..
I just talk with who I wanna talking with..

If you hate me..please stay away from me..
If you like me..please stick with me and know more about me..
If you wanna scold me..just scold me then..and I'll try to don't appear in front of you cause i just wanna to avoid from it..

 

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Tuesday, February 14, 2012

14022012

当你很想为某些人做些什么时..
你却发觉自己无能为力..
那种感觉真的很无奈
..

To the sayang that I love most..
The one who is ever so ready to listen to my every heartaches and joy..
The one who I wish to wake up to every morning and just with a smile on their face..every problem miraculously dissipates..
The one who I wish to build a future and to spend my whole lifetime with..
The one who is my everything..
I'm imperfect..
But I'm here always to share your happiness.. to carry your burden..
Even though I'm not always by your side..
But I will always still in your heart..


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Saturday, February 11, 2012

M.c.s.R♥

There's a someone who care for me..
There's a someone who always protecting me..
There's a someone who love me for me..
There's a someone who brings happiness for me..
There's a someone who always stand by my side..

And that someone I can't simply lost..
That someone I wish to spend my life with..
That someone I always care about..
That someone I love..
That someone I wish to rely on..

In order to not lost that someone..
I will do anything to make you stay..
I will do anything to let you happy..

I love him for who he is..
I love him for the way he act..
I love him for no reason..
I love him like air to breath..
I love him like crazy..

There he is..My Sayang..


 I love you..


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♥Beloved Songs♥


Music

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Love♥



Since you appear in my life..I finally knew that to beloved is very wonderful..Regardless of the outcome of our future..I was hoping you really care about me..But most of all thank you for loving me for who I am..I Love You..Behind these three word could I add one more word?..That word is "Forever"..Because I just can't believe the loveliness of loving you..


原来真的有那么的一个人可以进入我的心中..
以往的坚持..我发现很傻..

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Monday, February 27, 2012

TO : 我的松融♥


TO:Sayang Mervyn
 
在现代的社会..有心理病的越来越多了..
很多只是轻微..不幸的疯了..更糟的自杀死了..

有时我觉得不是社会所逼的..
是他们逼自己的..

觉得自己能抗起这个重任才抗..
不然到最后不但抗不起..还成为人家的背负..

想要跟人与众不同..比人更本事..
那你也要比人更会舒解自己的压力!..
一直不会舒解..一直紧绷自己..
你的才华变得有限..到了极点就停止了..
怎么努力也不能进步..最后逼疯自己..

我不是阻止你向前追..
我知道你真的有这个本事..
我不希望发生什么事情..你被逼停下脚步..
我希望你无止境的向前走..慢慢的走..
没发生任何意外..你就有走不完的路了..
怕没机会走吗..走到你厌..走到你累..
照顾自己..放松自己最重要..

记得!..

想要比人本事..跟人与众不同..
压力一定比人更大..压力更与众不同了..

你更要比人更会舒解压力..

不然你拿什么来撑着跟人家打长战啊!..

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Sunday, February 26, 2012

You Are Always Be My Love♥

The last kiss..with a faint smell of cigarettes..
The smell of bitter and heartbreaking..
This time tomorrow..
Where you will it..will think of who?..
You are always gonna be my love..
Even in later life and who love..
I will remember to love..   
You taught me how..
You are always gonna be the one.. ♥ :')

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Saturday, February 25, 2012

25022012

I meet my sayang just now..
I miss him so much..
And I wish SOMEONE can stay away from him..
Seriously..I'm a normal girl too.. I will exactly feel jealous!..

I hug you tightly and I don't care others because I hope that you will not leave me one day..
I found some of the feel back from you..
Thankss Sayang..

Sayang..I love you..
The struggles I'm facing..
The chances I'm taking..
Sometimes might knock me down but..
No I'm not breaking..
I may not know it ..
But these are the moments that..
I'm gonna remember most..
Just gotta keep going..
And I..I gotta be strong..
Just keep pushing on 'cause'..

There's always gonna be another mountain..
I'm always gonna wanna make it move..
Always gonna be an uphill battle..
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose..
Ain't about how fast I get there..
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side..
It's the climb..


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Friday, February 24, 2012

错过 错爱♥

一段过去的感情..我明白是不能回头..因为错的是我..
但是为了不要再犯同样的错..我改了..
但..让我觉得我错爱了..
我明白感情是不能作比较..但我总忍不住那样做..
我后悔..为什么当初不紧紧抓牢那段感情!..
时间不能倒流..只希望有一天能够起变化..
我知道不能霸道..不能那么自私..
但..希望得到自己想要的..难道有错吗?..
没有失去过..不懂得珍惜..
没尝过苦头..不知道什么是最好..

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暧昧?!♥



看完了吗?..有什么感觉..?
我是听过这首歌...但是不懂他的MV这么好看..

看完你们会很有感觉吗?..
就是很辛苦...但是又强烈的感觉..

这就是暧昧嘛!..

所以我就说嘛!暧昧给人的感觉最强烈!..

MV里..他们动作亲密..但是不是情侣..
他们对对方都很有感觉..但是不是在一起..

人就是这样..我们每个也一样..
 

如果是情侣..亲密动作变成理所当然..
所以没有强烈的感觉..

如果不是情侣..这么做..就是越限了..
人就是会享受那种超越界限感觉..
说的话..做的事都可以不负责任..
因为你们不是情侣..


如果你真的想跟你的另一半永久在一起..
你就不可以想念暧昧的感觉..
不可以觉得.."我们以前比较好"..

这样你每段感情都不能长久..


一直在乎感觉..只有暧昧才能给你这种感觉..
在一起了就没有这种感觉了..
这是一定的..


所以我也有几个男性朋友都不爱谈恋爱..
只爱搞暧昧..
他们觉得很好玩..
他们就是享受这种感觉..
到处放电..到处释放爱的种子..=D

当时他们只是还没遇到想长久的人..

现在还不是交女朋友了..不搞暧昧了..


感觉这东西..
是不可靠的..
不能长久的..
最不负责任了..

我自己看戏也有时会渴望有那种感觉
但是我很清楚是不可能的
记得...不可以眷恋暧昧的感觉..

因为..

"短暂的刺激感觉" "长久的平淡幸福"..

你只可以选一个..

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Thursday, February 23, 2012

从来只有-爱或不爱♥

男人再坏..只要你喜欢..他就是宝..
不管他对你多坏..怎么糟蹋你..你还是当他是宝.
.

男人再好..只要你不喜欢..他就是草..
不管他对你多好..你都看不到..你还是当他是草..

女人再美..只要你不喜欢..她就是草..
再美再高贵..也会被糟蹋..因为在你眼中她只是草..

女人再丑..只要你喜欢..她就是宝..
再丑再烂..她依然珍贵..因为她在你眼中就是宝..

你喜欢的男人送你的小礼物..你也把它当宝..
你不喜欢的男人送你一样的小礼物..不见也没差..

你不喜欢的女人送上门..你会讲她随便..滥交!..
你喜欢的女人送上门..你只觉得她只会对你这样..难得!..

 同样的话..
你喜欢的人讲出来..就是真的..对的..
你不喜欢的人讲出来..就是假的..错的
..
 
根本没有..
是与非..真与假..赢或输..贵或贱..

从来只有..
爱或不爱..

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Heartbeats♥

I download it inadvertently!.. REALLY!..
Maybe the song is finding me..not I found it!..:)

I don't know the singer and I have never heard this song before..

Once I listen to the song..
I was stunned and keep listening..
The girl voice is attractive..
The music is soft..
It's pulling me into the song..

The lyrics is simple and clear..
It's easy to understand..
But it feels very bitter..

I feel sad and gonna cry..
when I am listening to this song..




I can't figure out
Is it meant to be this way
Easy words so hard to say
I can't live without
Knowing how you feel
Know if this is real

Tell me am I mistaken
Cause I don't have another heart for breakin'

***********************************
Chorus:

Please don't let me go
I just wanna stay
Can't you feel my heartbeats
Giving me away

I just want to know
If you too feel afraid
I can feel your heartbeats
Giving you away
Giving us away

***********************************

I can't understand
How it's making sense
That we put up such defense
When all you need to know
No matter what you do
I'm just as scared as you

Tell me am I mistaken
Cause I don't have another heart for breakin'

**Chorus**


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If♥


If could..
I wish those balloons can bring me to your place..

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

No One Is Perfect, You Are Not Perfect, But One Of Your Part Is Pretty Enough♥

When she walks away from you mad..
[ “Follow her” ]
 

When she stares at your mouth..
[ “Smile..then kiss her” ] 

When she pushes you or hit's you..
[ “Hug her tight” ]

When she starts cursing at you..
[ “Say I Love You” ]

When she's quiet..
[ “Hold her hand and ask what's wrong” ]


 When she ignores you..
[ “Act cute so she'll notice you” ]

When she pulls away..
[ “Pull her back” ]

When you see her at her ..worst
[ “Tell her you love her and she still looks amazing” ]

When you see her start crying
[ “Hold her..ask her what's wrong” ]

When you see her walking..
[ “Approach her..give a kiss on the cheek” ] 


When she's scared..
[ “Assure her you're not going to leave her” ]

When she lays her head on your
shoulder..

[ “Tilt your head too..and hold her hand” ]

When she steals your favorite hat..
[ “Let her keep it” ]

When she teases you..
[ “Tease her back and make her laugh” ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time..
[ “Reassure her that everything is OK” ]

When she looks at you with doubt..
 
[ “Back yourself up” ]

When she says that she likes you..
[ “She really does more than you could understand” ]

When she grabs at your hands..
[ “Hold hers and play with her fingers” ]

When she bumps into you..
[
Bump into her back and make her laugh” ]

When she tells you a secret..
[ “Keep it safe and untold” ]

When she looks at you in your eyes..
[ “don’t look away until she does” ]

When she misses you..
[ “she's hurting inside” ]

When you break her heart..
 
[ “The pain never really goes away” ]

When she says it’s over
[ “She still wants you to be hers” ]

When she repost this bulletin..
[ “she wants you to read it” ]


When she's mad..
[ “Hug her tight and don't let go” ]



- Stay on the phone with her even if
she’s not saying anything..

- When she says she's OK don’t believe
it..talk with her..

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her..

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up..

 
> Introduce her to your friends..as your girlfriend..

> Don’t hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out..

> Hug her from behind..

> Don't go hang out with you ex when she’s not with you..you might not realize how badly it hurts her..

> If you're talking to another girl..when you're done talking..walk over and hug her and kiss her..let her know she's yours and they aren't..

> Write her notes or call her just to say “hi”..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls..

> Play with her hair..

> Pick her up..

> Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it..

> Let her fall asleep in your arms..

> If you care about her..then tell her..

* Remember her birthday and get her something..even if
its simple and inexpensive..it came from YOU..
It means all the world to HER..

It's the thought that counts..

* Always call her when you say you will..
It may not seem like it..
But it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care..
So call even if you can only talk for a minute..
Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night..
But it’s nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello..


# Treat her like she's all that matters
to you..

# Tease her and let her tease you back..

# Stay up all night with her when she's
sick..

# Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think it’s
stupid..

# Recognize the small things..they usually mean the most..

# Give her the world..

# Let her wear your clothes..

# When she's bored and sad..hang out
with her..

# Let her know she's important..

# Kiss her in the pouring rain..

~ Every boy should give their girl 3 things: 
  • A stuffed animal.(She'll hug it every time she goes to sleep)..
  • Jewelry (She'll treasure it forever)..
  • and one of his t-shirts (She'll most likely wear it to bed)..

~ When she runs up at you crying..the
first thing you say is:"Who's ass am I kicking babe?.."


~ If u care about her..SHOW her!..

Is that what all a boyfriend should do?..
Can you do that as a boyfriend?..
Wow..if yes..you are almost perfect..
But..for those girl who having these kind of perfect boyfriend..
Hold it tight and don’t lost it..
You should know you're so lucky to having he..
Do some thing to let he know you are so love him..so appreciate him..and so cherish him too..
Give and take..
Show your love Sayang!.



I'M ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
MERVYN CHAI SONG RONG


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Tough♥

Being tough is the word that I always remind myself..
I never forget..never put it behind my mind..

So many things to stress..so many things that I don’t understand..
I’m hiding myself aside..forcing myself to understand..
Pass mean passed.. I have to understand the different..
I just not the lucky one to have it...
I hate the feeling that stays alone..especially mid night..the late night..
But I always have to..
Until I force myself use to it..
From I was young..the feeling never go away..until now...

The more I want..the more I lost..
I wanna be the best..but the worst I turn at the end...
I got no right to having the best..
I got no qualify to request more..
Even how regret I am..
Fact will never change..

Jealous others having the one I wish I could have..
But yet..it belong to me once..
I never fulfill...
I never appreciate everything’s..
when I realize..and it seem like.....not the time yet..
The more I want to know..the more I regret to know..
The more I curious..the more I hate myself..
The more I found out..the more I hurt..
I hate all those feelings..
Is that time can help me fade away?..
And I think..this is the karma..
I believe god had gave me many chances..
I’m just the stupid idiot dint realise and hold it..

I’m getting the phobia...
I scare of everything...
I keep my step..don’t dare to step out..
The more I try..the more I fail..
I scare of the pain when fall down..
Because I don’t want to do the same mistake that I had repeated many times...again...

Every songs..every words..every lyrics..every movie..every single things..
No matter how big deal or how small potato...
Every time I’m alone..every time when my mind starts thinking...
It also have an excuse let me cry lately..
I stop my tears when its running out from my eyes now...
Enough crying for myself..
No one will pity me and forgive me..
Even I really is the poor thing..I think..
I have to accept these..I deserve these..
The Karma..
Cause I really do disappointed everyone..

I already control myself to the limit..
I starting out of my mind..
Being crazy..thinking negative..
I’m going mad!..
I’m feeling I can’t take it anymore!..

I have to calm down myself!..
Have to stand strong!..
Have to make myself awake!..
Have to stop dreaming!..
I have to tell myself..
Its time to learn!..

Learn think twice before action..
Learn not to be stubborn..
Learn how to be positive..
Learn how to give other than take..
Learn do things for people request..not request to people..
Learn to listen others..
Learn how is love..what is love..

It’s hard..really hard..
I will try..no matter how scare I am...
Stop being weak..
BEING TOUGH..
I believe it will eventually bring me happiness..
I want my smile back..

Wish me...
I hope I still is your love..

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Irrevocable♥

When I'm lost..I would like to sit down alone and think about life..
I knew that every problem is an opportunity disguised to know exactly how strong am us..
By then..when my mind stay calm..I'm asking myself the same question
What I've got in my hand?..

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SomethingUnspoken♥

Sayang..
I really need to tell you this..
I don't know whether you're gonna ignore this or what..
I can't live without you..
Living without you are like meaningless..
I'm not acting pity or what..
It's just I gotta to tell you that..
I STILL LOVE YOU!!Photobucket I WISH YOU WILL COME BACK!!Photobucket
I know somehow 'forever' sound ridiculous..
But I'm serious with it.. Because what I said to you I do it..
I know you are hopeless in any way..
I know you're losing hope on love..maybe?
But please..don't lose hope on yourself..
There's still a long road to go..
Sayang..please remember what I told you..
Please remember there's someone still waiting for you..
There's someone still loving you..
There's someone concern about your life..
I maybe not a perfect girl..not good looking..
But I got the heart to care for you..
I don't want there is still something unspoken..
I want to let you know that...
Cherish your life.. Please..



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Monday, February 20, 2012

ForYou♥

There’s a guy..who crossed my mind every minutes..the way he smiles..the look when he was sleeping..the way he pampering me..the way he nagged me..
I always forcing myself not to think much of him..but yet I can’t..always been surrounded by unexplainable stuff..
I'm missing his voice..
Due to some circumstances we been apart for almost a month..I hope this will encourage me to do better this time..
I have framed all the good luck just for you..
Hope everything turns out better for you tomorrow..

The old ones always say men need to work..
And while ladies need to take care the babies at home..
I know you need to work hard..
But remember to take care yourself..
Don't get sick..don't too tired..remember to drink water..
I'm always here for you whenever you need me..
When I'm not at your side..
You must take good care yourself..
I promise that I will take care myself and inform you whatever happened..






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If You Want My Respect, Show Me Your Deserve It♥

We all had our own life..
Seriously we don't have to put people down to bring our mood up..
We should know that everyone has difficulties to face behind their mask..
So please don't judge people when you don't even know about themPhotobucket
Gain your self respect if you want others to respect you..

I want someone who will respect my limits..my needs and my believes..
I don't concern myself with condescending advice..
Because I knew I'm the only person that can change my own life..

I don't want to be one of those girls who will sit there and let things happen..
I just want to be a girl who will go out and make things happen..
I never want to look back at life and say "damn I wish I did this & did that"..

We're not perfect.. Any of us.. We make mistakes..
we screw up but eventually we forgive and move forwardPhotobucket
This is life♥



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Sunday, February 19, 2012

I’ll Breathe Again♥

We’re gifted to have two ears and one mouth..it’s because god wants us to listen carefully..twice as much as we speak.. To make the right judgment.. I don’t blame those who judged me without knowing me..everyone judge.. Rumors are everywhere..and trust me..I’ve been dealing with it since I started blogging one year ago.. Things like this don’t affect me anymore..but I just want you guys..whoever it is reading this right now to know and understand that how much damage a small rumor can be done to a person.. So before you make a statement..please think carefully.. Be a better person..

It just saddens me when people around me will do whatever it takes..do things that they know that they’re not even proud of..having all the intentions to sabotage one another when they don’t deserve it.. What’s with all the hatred going on?.. But I guess its up to them to choose their path..how they want to live.. I’m doing my best to be myself..make myself and my love ones proud.. That’s what matters.. And I know my values..what kind girl would I be if I’m the kind of girl that put myself out there?.. I’m so much worthy than the girl that some of you think that I am.. I’m better than that.. Time will tell..

What comes around goes around.. I truly believe in karma..do you?..


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I Meant What I Said♥

I just can't lost you..
I'm willing to do anything..
Anything to make you stay by my side..
I don't care if it risk my life..
Just to make you stay..I'll do whatever..
I love you with all my heart.. All my true heart..
I will never betray you..never ever..
I meant what I said.. 
I'm sorry if I did something hurt you..
one million times sorry..
truthfully sorry..
I'm so happy that you will forgive me..
I really happy that you never give up on me..
You are the best man in my life.
You will be my man forever..
I mean it..
I want you to remember that..
No matter what..I will not leave you..
I will not let you go easily..
 
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Saturday, February 18, 2012

NeverApart♥

I do believe that when two people are Truly.. Madly.. Deeply..Completely in love with each other..they won’t ever let go even if it hurts a thousand times more..
Love doesn't make the world go round perhaps..
But it gives you someone to share the ride with and remember the journey..
I love how you make me laugh..when I don't even want to smile..
I love you Sayang!!♥Stay with me♥


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18022012

Boyfriend..the one that admitted into your heart..what you delivered to him is your heart..
Boyfriend is not brought to show off..because you are talking about heart..even though you speak alien language..he’s able to understand what you are trying to say..

Not used to quarrel with the boyfriend..because the quarrel will make her heartache..not only that..she never wins in the quarrel..because her immature thoughts did not bring her far..She did learn a lot in this relationship..and she learn to be independent..

Loves..She never advocate 24 hours to be together..perhaps 20 hours will do..><
In fact..couples..are two different and independent entities..
The idea should be consistent with recognized with each other..However..their circle of life must be preserved..

She was afraid to lose..no matter in family..love ones.. friends..or the age..
She knows that nothing last forever..

Therefore boyfriend are meant to be treasured..not only fate can be together..it's the people together for a lifetime in the future..




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Friday, February 17, 2012

Glad♥

To me..this is like a dream..
I never thought that someone would love me that much..

I always dreamed about having a good boyfriend..

Because I'm deserved to be treated like that..

But then..this someone treat me better than what I thought..

I really glad to have him..

He's mine..

I had him..

Thanks for his exist..

Thanks for everything..

But somehow people will think I'm crazy in love..

Yes.. Indeed..

I am crazy about him.. 
 
 

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Thursday, February 16, 2012

MyWords♥

I'm just 17 years old..consider young..
Still a immature..still have a long way..
But there's something I've learn in my life..
Something really important..
I've learn to fall in love..
Maybe others would said that I'm crazy..
Because a 17 years old girl falls in love like....insane
But whatever..I know what I'm thinking..
People used to say that I'm always so rush..
Never think clearly then take action..
I know cause that's the old me..
I'm much more different now..
It's not that I being proud of myself..
It just that I know I won't be regret after all this..
I've decide to love him forever..
I meant what I said, I never ever love someone like this..
I'm not insane..I'm just happy that I had him..
I will hold on to him forever..Forever..
I want to marry him..I want to spend to rest of my life with him..
I love you forever Mervyn Chai Song Rong..
I wont love anyone else beside you..
I will never ever leave you as I already promised...






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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

MyLittleLife♥

This is the ten days of our "Love Quarantine"..
I call like that because i really don't wanna mention about B-words..
Besides we still in our love relationships..
I know this is my idea and i totally regrets for my stupid actions..
But if I'm quit right now..I'm still the selfish girl..
I just hope you will come and accompany me if you are free..
I admit that life without you is completely going mess and lonely..
But life must go on..
Sometimes when I suddenly think of you..
Like usual the tears going to be my partners again..
I really cant stop thinking about you..

Today my friend ask me wanna go clubbing with her or not at this weekend..
Let me think?..actually I do..I really want to go..
But I know if you know about this..
You must be very angry with me so I just reject her invitation..
Of course..I know myself very well if I'm drunk..
*I don't want to talk about it, if you know just shut your mouth!:)*
You see..I still care about you..
I'm not going anywhere without your permission..
Which means I do anythings that I promised with you..
So can you trust me now?..
Suddenly I'm speechless..
I don't know what to write..what to
tell..
Just got you in my mind..


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15022012



I am learning the way to how to forgive someone who ever betrayed you..

Before that..say true..
I am that kind of person who is so hard to forgive someone if someone always talk bad about me..

but now..I know I must broaden my mind.. =)
I wish I could do it as well.. =)


I might be that kind of people which is cheapskate..
Yes..definitely!..
I mean that is before..not right now..=)

From now on..I’ll learn to how to forgive someone who ever talked bad about me and so on..

I won't to be cheapskate..
Instead..
I’ll try to do it nicely..

I am actually feel tired for what they ever talked to me..
I mean..
I never do it but still let they talked bad about me.. 
Yes..I heard for many times..
That is why I said I am exhausting with it..

I just do what I wanna to do..
I just say what i wanna to say..but it doesn't mean that I will say it directly without thinking as it would be so hurt.. =)
I just smile with who wanna i smile..
I just talk with who I wanna talking with..

If you hate me..please stay away from me..
If you like me..please stick with me and know more about me..
If you wanna scold me..just scold me then..and I'll try to don't appear in front of you cause i just wanna to avoid from it..

 

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Tuesday, February 14, 2012

14022012

当你很想为某些人做些什么时..
你却发觉自己无能为力..
那种感觉真的很无奈
..

To the sayang that I love most..
The one who is ever so ready to listen to my every heartaches and joy..
The one who I wish to wake up to every morning and just with a smile on their face..every problem miraculously dissipates..
The one who I wish to build a future and to spend my whole lifetime with..
The one who is my everything..
I'm imperfect..
But I'm here always to share your happiness.. to carry your burden..
Even though I'm not always by your side..
But I will always still in your heart..


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Saturday, February 11, 2012

M.c.s.R♥

There's a someone who care for me..
There's a someone who always protecting me..
There's a someone who love me for me..
There's a someone who brings happiness for me..
There's a someone who always stand by my side..

And that someone I can't simply lost..
That someone I wish to spend my life with..
That someone I always care about..
That someone I love..
That someone I wish to rely on..

In order to not lost that someone..
I will do anything to make you stay..
I will do anything to let you happy..

I love him for who he is..
I love him for the way he act..
I love him for no reason..
I love him like air to breath..
I love him like crazy..

There he is..My Sayang..


 I love you..


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