Listen To Me..

I hope that one day you can really sit back and listen to my heart..
Cause sometimes you really makes me feel heart broken..
You will never know how much I need a person right beside me..
Lending his ear and even shoulder to me..
I'm so tired..tired of being selfish..
All I need is a person who can really understand me..
How long do I still need to pretend in front of people..?
Even though I really care and mind about a thing..but I just can't show..
How much of time do I need to cure my pain in my heart..?
No one can understand me..
All the pressure that you people gave it to me..I just need to face it by myself..
Maybe some of you might think that i deserve it..
I act that I'm strong..but no one will know the truth behind of this story..
Who can I really share with..?
Even the close one doesn't want to listen to me..
I just want to be myself but it is much difficult than what I've thought..
I thought all I need to do is to fit into peoples mind..
but I was wrong..Because I don't feel happy at all..
I'm sick of being tired..I just feel like giving up..
Exactly how I feel when I'm 15..
How can I survive..by just being alone..
What do I have in my empty life..?
It has been a long time for me that I've never cried out loud..
But how long that I can still keep my tears..
And this is the time that I have to release them out..
I really feel the pain now..real pain..
I wish that you were here right beside me..my angel of my life..

I Wish.!

I wish there are some days when I'm hungry..there is someone who said come out now..McD is delivered..~

I wish there are some days when I'm sleeping..there is someone who help me to cover the blanket so that i will not get cold..~

I wish there are some days when I'm jealous of something..there is someone who said don't jealous..you are always the best one..~

I wish there are some days when I'm late for a date..there is someone who said never mind ..girls are always late..take your time..~

I wish there are some days when there is a new movie released..there is someone who said hey..new movie is released..would u like to go with me..?

I wish there are some days when I have finish my rehearsal..there is someone who said are you tired..? Want to have some massage..?

These wishes are just a simple wish and yet I wish..I did not wish to born from a super rich family..I did not wish to have a Porche..Lamborghini..I did not wish my family to print the cash for me, I did not wish to wear branded stuff..~

All i wish is someone who will be there for me when I need someone..~

‘那些年‘

这部电影超级赞..
它..让我忆起了好多东西..
中学时期的乐趣..
那时候的快乐..
那时候的友谊..
是无可取代的..

 青春是一场大雨..即使感冒了..还盼望回头再淋它一次..

 每一个男生都想在自己心上人面前..展现自己最强的一面..

恋爱最美好的..就是暧昧的时候..

 成长..最残酷的部分就是..女孩子永远比同年龄的男孩子成熟..

  那些年的友谊..是最纯真的..

 _那些年，我们一起追的女孩_电影主题曲“那些年“

201111 SIgh~

Yes..I'm feel jealous to somebody else..
Yes..I'm feel envy to those who are sweet-ing with his or her partner right now..

AND

Yes..I'm feel fucking lost..
Yes..I'm feel damn antipathy what my "L O V E "story going on now..
YES YES YES..I'm seriously feel that..

It's definitely make me confusing..

But..

What to do..?''

Pain

Yesterday was seriously life changing..as I have never ever felt so pathetic in my life before..

I've never heard so much hurtful words at one shot before..and never have I felt so worthless before.. 

In any case..I can't take another repeat of yesterday.. 

The pain was unbearable..

And I thought that I was strong but I knew that all along..this was out of my control..

It hurts..it really does.. But I have no right to even show that now..

This was never anyone's fault.. We were just victims of our own expectations..
 

Asher Book - Try

Have you guys listen it before..?

Yes..?No..?

Never mind..click the play button and try to feel it..!

You'll know how awesome it will bring to you..!

For me..It's simply sweet and touch..!! =)

If i walk, would you run?

If i stop, would you come?

If i say you're the one, would you believe me?

If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?

Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.

The world is catching up to you

While you're running away to chase your dream

It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change

And maybe I'm not ready

Chorus

But I'll try for your love

I can hide up above

I will try for your love

We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?

Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull

If i give you my heart would you just play the part

Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.

Am i catching up to you?

While your running away to chase your dreams

It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change

And maybe I'm not ready

Chorus

But I'll try for your love

I can hide up above

I will try for your love

We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love

I can hide up above

If i walk would you run

If i stop would you come

If i say you're the one would you believe me

191111

 

 

 

感动到我流泪的戏剧..

想必是关于亲情、小孩、狗狗之类的剧情..

而《犀利人妻》是第一部让我流泪的爱情戏剧..！

我并没因为这部戏..把我的爱情世界变得额外消极..

因为我知道..不是每一个人都像他一样贱或像她那样自以为是..

又或许..我本人超相信命天注定这把戏..

无论你如何努力捍卫你的另一半..一旦他变心..你可别指望他回头..！

就像那女主角那样..安分守己..家里打理得多么井井有条..饭菜烧得再怎么好吃..

还不是一样也为爱情烦恼..还不是一样到处求神拜佛希望她老公没有外遇..

度量要放大些..心胸要放宽些..这样才能装得下幸福..！

好棒的一句话..！

因为要原谅他人的错误..可并不容易..！

你要我不报复..你要我不计较你的过失..我都能做到..

但要我的原谅..说真的..有点难..

小三可以考验一段爱情..

只要闯过了这关..爱情就能继续长跑..

我无法理直气壮地说..我痛恨小三..！

每当我想说那句话..我更痛恨自己..！

有些事情是无法改变..

有些污点是无法抹掉..

081111

Lately it's been hard for me to put on a real smile..
It's been hard for me to be optimistic and positive on things when everything is just bringing and weighing me down..
People ask if I'm OK and I just reply that I'm fine with a fake smirk that takes so much strength to put on..

I feel like I can break down into tears at any second..
I feel like a certain song or something that can take me back will eventually leave me in my own tears..
I want to feel as OK as I say that I am..
I want to feel like everything is OK..
Lately..It's just been hard..
I'm trying to find the strength..
I'm just trying..
Because..

Nobody knows how many times I've faked a smile..
How many times I've cried..
How many times I've been hurt..
Nobody knows how many times I've had to hold back my tears..
How many times I've been let down..
How many times I've been walked out on..
Nobody knows how many times I've felt like falling apart but I keep it together for those around me..
How many times I've been kicked when I was down..
How many times I scream..
Nobody knows how many times I've forgotten how it feels to be happy..
Or how long I've been waiting for things to get better..
Sometimes I wonder who knows the difference between how I pretend I feel and how I truly feel..

Relationship hurt..but why people keep getting into it..?

My main question for today..
Relationship hurt..but why people keep getting into it..?
Each and everyone of use..often get into relationship.. When you are sweet..you seem to be they best you ever had..
For that period of time..you will think that you are the best person on earth either because you had a good boyfriend or a girlfriend..
But do you really think before..whether this relationship can last..? For sure when you say it will..you are just hiding the truth..
In fact..for a steady relationship to happen..a couple must be responsible not only for his or her other half but in a fact..he or she must be responsible for his or her own self..
To think what is the best for the other half..
Not to be too selfish and stuff..
Some way or another..it is best to remain single if you are not into the fact that you must receive the consequences if you broke up..
No matter how long is your relationship that you and your couple had been through..when you broke up it is over..
You cant get back to the stage where you two are a couple..
For my advise..stay strong..
There are future ahead..
You don't know what is in front of you..
Don't stay there and wait for the rainbow to fall..create you own rainbow..

Make you life better without the person that once love you but hurt you the most in the end..

Trust Issues.

I can’t trust you anymore and I guess..
I will start living my life all over again..
Your words are not enough to make me believe that everything will happen..

I gave you my trust but you broke it..you broke it..you broke it..
So..don’t expect that I would be the same person that you knew before. I changed..
Yes..I've changed..