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Time flies..
Until I can't take a deep breath..

Everything happened was a good things..perhaps..

We cant back to the past but God give us a chance to change our future..
It sounds kinda fair..isn't it..?

Sometimes I don't know why am I work so hard for..?
What is the exactly things that I longing for..?
All in a sudden..I feel so down..
All in a sudden..I lost the self-confident to myself..
I just can't satisfy what is going on..
I need more and more people to encourage me..to motivate me..to enlighten me..
I'm just simply cant get enough..

Listen To Me..

I hope that one day you can really sit back and listen to my heart..
Cause sometimes you really makes me feel heart broken..
You will never know how much I need a person right beside me..
Lending his ear and even shoulder to me..
I'm so tired..tired of being selfish..
All I need is a person who can really understand me..
How long do I still need to pretend in front of people..?
Even though I really care and mind about a thing..but I just can't show..
How much of time do I need to cure my pain in my heart..?
No one can understand me..
All the pressure that you people gave it to me..I just need to face it by myself..
Maybe some of you might think that i deserve it..
I act that I'm strong..but no one will know the truth behind of this story..
Who can I really share with..?
Even the close one doesn't want to listen to me..
I just want to be myself but it is much difficult than what I've thought..
I thought all I need to do is to fit into peoples mind..
but I was wrong..Because I don't feel happy at all..
I'm sick of being tired..I just feel like giving up..
Exactly how I feel when I'm 15..
How can I survive..by just being alone..
What do I have in my empty life..?
It has been a long time for me that I've never cried out loud..
But how long that I can still keep my tears..
And this is the time that I have to release them out..
I really feel the pain now..real pain..
I wish that you were here right beside me..my angel of my life..

I Wish.!

I wish there are some days when I'm hungry..there is someone who said come out now..McD is delivered..~

I wish there are some days when I'm sleeping..there is someone who help me to cover the blanket so that i will not get cold..~

I wish there are some days when I'm jealous of something..there is someone who said don't jealous..you are always the best one..~

I wish there are some days when I'm late for a date..there is someone who said never mind ..girls are always late..take your time..~

I wish there are some days when there is a new movie released..there is someone who said hey..new movie is released..would u like to go with me..?

I wish there are some days when I have finish my rehearsal..there is someone who said are you tired..? Want to have some massage..?

These wishes are just a simple wish and yet I wish..I did not wish to born from a super rich family..I did not wish to have a Porche..Lamborghini..I did not wish my family to print the cash for me, I did not wish to wear branded stuff..~

All i wish is someone who will be there for me when I need someone..~

‘那些年‘

这部电影超级赞..
它..让我忆起了好多东西..
中学时期的乐趣..
那时候的快乐..
那时候的友谊..
是无可取代的..

 青春是一场大雨..即使感冒了..还盼望回头再淋它一次..

 每一个男生都想在自己心上人面前..展现自己最强的一面..

恋爱最美好的..就是暧昧的时候..

 成长..最残酷的部分就是..女孩子永远比同年龄的男孩子成熟..

  那些年的友谊..是最纯真的..

 _那些年，我们一起追的女孩_电影主题曲“那些年“

201111 SIgh~

Yes..I'm feel jealous to somebody else..
Yes..I'm feel envy to those who are sweet-ing with his or her partner right now..

AND

Yes..I'm feel fucking lost..
Yes..I'm feel damn antipathy what my "L O V E "story going on now..
YES YES YES..I'm seriously feel that..

It's definitely make me confusing..

But..

What to do..?''

Pain

Yesterday was seriously life changing..as I have never ever felt so pathetic in my life before..

I've never heard so much hurtful words at one shot before..and never have I felt so worthless before.. 

In any case..I can't take another repeat of yesterday.. 

The pain was unbearable..

And I thought that I was strong but I knew that all along..this was out of my control..

It hurts..it really does.. But I have no right to even show that now..

This was never anyone's fault.. We were just victims of our own expectations..
 

Asher Book - Try

Have you guys listen it before..?

Yes..?No..?

Never mind..click the play button and try to feel it..!

You'll know how awesome it will bring to you..!

For me..It's simply sweet and touch..!! =)

If i walk, would you run?

If i stop, would you come?

If i say you're the one, would you believe me?

If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?

Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.

The world is catching up to you

While you're running away to chase your dream

It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change

And maybe I'm not ready

Chorus

But I'll try for your love

I can hide up above

I will try for your love

We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?

Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull

If i give you my heart would you just play the part

Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.

Am i catching up to you?

While your running away to chase your dreams

It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change

And maybe I'm not ready

Chorus

But I'll try for your love

I can hide up above

I will try for your love

We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love

I can hide up above

If i walk would you run

If i stop would you come

If i say you're the one would you believe me

191111

 

 

 

感动到我流泪的戏剧..

想必是关于亲情、小孩、狗狗之类的剧情..

而《犀利人妻》是第一部让我流泪的爱情戏剧..！

我并没因为这部戏..把我的爱情世界变得额外消极..

因为我知道..不是每一个人都像他一样贱或像她那样自以为是..

又或许..我本人超相信命天注定这把戏..

无论你如何努力捍卫你的另一半..一旦他变心..你可别指望他回头..！

就像那女主角那样..安分守己..家里打理得多么井井有条..饭菜烧得再怎么好吃..

还不是一样也为爱情烦恼..还不是一样到处求神拜佛希望她老公没有外遇..

度量要放大些..心胸要放宽些..这样才能装得下幸福..！

好棒的一句话..！

因为要原谅他人的错误..可并不容易..！

你要我不报复..你要我不计较你的过失..我都能做到..

但要我的原谅..说真的..有点难..

小三可以考验一段爱情..

只要闯过了这关..爱情就能继续长跑..

我无法理直气壮地说..我痛恨小三..！

每当我想说那句话..我更痛恨自己..！

有些事情是无法改变..

有些污点是无法抹掉..

081111

Lately it's been hard for me to put on a real smile..
It's been hard for me to be optimistic and positive on things when everything is just bringing and weighing me down..
People ask if I'm OK and I just reply that I'm fine with a fake smirk that takes so much strength to put on..

I feel like I can break down into tears at any second..
I feel like a certain song or something that can take me back will eventually leave me in my own tears..
I want to feel as OK as I say that I am..
I want to feel like everything is OK..
Lately..It's just been hard..
I'm trying to find the strength..
I'm just trying..
Because..

Nobody knows how many times I've faked a smile..
How many times I've cried..
How many times I've been hurt..
Nobody knows how many times I've had to hold back my tears..
How many times I've been let down..
How many times I've been walked out on..
Nobody knows how many times I've felt like falling apart but I keep it together for those around me..
How many times I've been kicked when I was down..
How many times I scream..
Nobody knows how many times I've forgotten how it feels to be happy..
Or how long I've been waiting for things to get better..
Sometimes I wonder who knows the difference between how I pretend I feel and how I truly feel..

Relationship hurt..but why people keep getting into it..?

My main question for today..
Relationship hurt..but why people keep getting into it..?
Each and everyone of use..often get into relationship.. When you are sweet..you seem to be they best you ever had..
For that period of time..you will think that you are the best person on earth either because you had a good boyfriend or a girlfriend..
But do you really think before..whether this relationship can last..? For sure when you say it will..you are just hiding the truth..
In fact..for a steady relationship to happen..a couple must be responsible not only for his or her other half but in a fact..he or she must be responsible for his or her own self..
To think what is the best for the other half..
Not to be too selfish and stuff..
Some way or another..it is best to remain single if you are not into the fact that you must receive the consequences if you broke up..
No matter how long is your relationship that you and your couple had been through..when you broke up it is over..
You cant get back to the stage where you two are a couple..
For my advise..stay strong..
There are future ahead..
You don't know what is in front of you..
Don't stay there and wait for the rainbow to fall..create you own rainbow..

Make you life better without the person that once love you but hurt you the most in the end..

Trust Issues.

I can’t trust you anymore and I guess..
I will start living my life all over again..
Your words are not enough to make me believe that everything will happen..

I gave you my trust but you broke it..you broke it..you broke it..
So..don’t expect that I would be the same person that you knew before. I changed..
Yes..I've changed..

那突然的感触..

原来..有些事..不是说你要忘就忘得了..
原来..有些痛..不是说过去就会痊愈..
我的朋友..又当了受害者..
对..双方都一定会有错..
但..我站在这一方..让我想回了..当时的痛..
男人嘛..平时没有什么女生朋友..
平时电话没怎么响..
平时不会这么骨龄精怪..
说真的..当这些事都一一发生的时候..
女生们..心里有数.. 有些事情..发生了..

当你的男人..开始电话时常响..
当你的男人..急着回别人的信息..
当你的男人..不向你报告是谁..
当你的男人..跟你说话不敢正面望着你..
当你的男人..告诉你说..她哭了..我只是安慰她..
你的男人..有了另一个..

男人们..凡事都站在别人的角度想..好吗..?
心想..如果..你心爱的人..这样对你.. 你会好过吗..?

心爱的人..不敢问你.. 是谁..什么事..
你们知道..心里那种痛..
心里那种恐惧..
那种..害怕有一天..他会告诉你..
''我有了另一个.. 我不再爱你了..''
有多难受吗..?
女人们并不是不爱你..
她们的撒娇..
她们的任性..
往往都是因为需要你的注目..需要你关心..才会产生的..

好..我不针对男人..
女人们..也请注意..
不要..万万不可..绝对不可..
碰别人的男人..
请不要伤害别人..
做任何事情之前..
想想.. 如果同样的事情发生在你们身上..怎么办..

Never In My Life I'll Find Someone Like You

Because of how you treated someone..
And that's what you get back..

Speaking of Respect..you don't have one..
I don't blame how your family raise you up..
Your life is full of drama's..
Its Alright..if you don't like us..
That's cause we are not sensitive and we don't give 10 fucks about it..
''What comes around goes around''..

Speaking of selfish..
Yes..your family has it all..
You wanna know why..because you talked bad about us..
First of all..think about what happen in the past and how it ended up TODAY!..
Stop showing off..you wont get anywhere..

That's for u BITCH!

If you're reading this..good for you =)
You can Be like a small kid telling your daddy about it..
I'm not scared of you and your family..
One thing you need to know ..
I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!!

Learn to treat people right.. and you'll be treated for who you are =)

Sincerely..
NANA..
In case your fucking blind =)

Mirror

Do you ever try to look yourself in the mirror to get to know how much you understand yourself..? Even if you do so..do you manage to know yourself..? Just imagine..you is the only one that know yourself more than others and can you expect others will understand you..? The answer is no.. Yes..I have lots of negative thought in my mind.. Due to the environment and situation happened..can you still able to have positive thought in your mind..?

• I cry..is just blaming myself and not blaming you..

• I seldom talk to you..not because of I don't like you..because we have communication problem..

• I like to go bar or pub to get a drinks and sing is because there's the place I can find myself to happy..

• I go out..not because of what celebration or whatever..I just want to relax myself because I can't accept the facts and face the problem..

• I like friends..not because of I putting them as my first place..they is the only one I can talk to..

• I want a silent night for tonight...I know they love and care me..

No one will understand you.. Even if they do..they are actually NOT..

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The pain is inevitable.. Suffering is optional.. Pain is the reaction of the body..and as long as you have the body..some pain is inevitable.. Suffering is the contraction of the mind..and unlike pain..is optional.. Don't add suffering to pain..relax your mind and the suffering will pass..

狮​子座的我们看起来好坚强好阳光好乐观..但是骨子里面的不​安感从未消退过..表面的自信只不过是保护自己的盔甲..人也许也是这样..明明是自己最不愿意伤害的人..却偏偏伤得更深..

听到..看到..想到..心还是会啾一下..我会用微笑来回应..我知道你喜欢..

Line流言不可信

两天前，我们一窝蜂投进Line的怀抱，两天后，因为一则流言，我们一窝蜂重投Whatsapp的
阵形。

周五，至少五位朋友同时力荐同一个App，它的名字叫Line，推介讯息开首便说「劲
过Whatsapp」，还列出七大好处，包括「1. 功能同Whatsapp一样」、「2. 可Voice
Call」，分明针对市场领导者Whatsapp，而且，「5. 暂时仲系免费。」

若然只有一人推介，或许不会心动，但浪潮四方八面来袭，生怕落后于人，而且免
费，试试又何妨。安装后，果然，大部分朋友已登上了Line。

什么叫造势成功，什么叫成功抢占市场，这是最佳试范。

不过，抢滩成功后，还得靠实力留客。作为两天的用家，Line的确比Whatsapp进步，
论功能、论图案，也较为优胜。

好了，终于说到重点。

周日，流言满天飞，我又几乎在同一时间，收到几位朋友的同一讯息──「请大家
_走iPhone上的line app」，因为Line其实是透过SMS收费，又说唔识你_人都Add到
你并偷你电话内的东西，最强一句是：「TVB 新闻__讲。」三色台真的极度权威，如
果变成「亚视新闻__讲」，效果可能差天共地。

事实上，TVB 新闻根本没有报道过，否则有关片段早被疯传。

不过，流言的可怕，在于无法证实其真伪。没有人想冒险，结果，朋友们的讯息，
立即由Line转移至Whatsapp，不知道多少人因而移除了Line。

稍为分析，我认为流言绝不可信。用过Line的朋友，应该同意此App设计有其优胜之
处，想必花了不少人力物力开发，如果它只是为了透过SMS「骗取」收费，那未免太
过「小学鸡」，因为只要有一个用户被「骗」过一次，事件便会唱通天，然后，各
人便会重投其他免费App的怀抱，Line也即宣告死亡，这岂不是自杀式行为？至于电
话保安问题，说得如此严重，请用一两个案例来说服我。

Line 属一间叫Naver的公司，它的官方网页是：http://line.naver.jp/ja/，虽然
全是日文看不懂，但上去看看后，流言感觉更流。

那么，如何解释这一切？

或许，有人周日无所事事，又不想参与「占领XX」示威，于是无聊放流言，以引发
混乱为乐。又或者，阴谋论一点，一切全因市场竞争者不甘被抢去大量用户，无所
不用其极。

股票市场上一则流言，足以推倒一家上市公司；有人声称在纸包饮品注射毒药，大
家对纸包饮品即时避之则吉；如果，某天，你被报纸误报为强奸犯，即使翌日再澄
清，已无补于事，疑似「强奸犯」之名将跟足你一辈子。

影响虽已造成，但官方公司仍有必要澄清，散播流言者也不必偷笑，你的真实身分
终会曝光。

愿闻阁下高见。

111011

听见一首情歌..
''.我会记得你的好和你的笑..
和你说过要一起变老..
永远在我的怀抱..
再苦再累都有我依靠.''

不懂为什么..
心里默默得又开始想起他..
沧海桑田..
是谁为谁而改变..
心甘情愿的喜欢他..
为什么却不见我们的永远..
爱与被爱都是同样受伤害..
谁先不爱的那个人先离开..
那么留下的人..
满身伤痕..
也许人生有许多难关要过..
自古是情关最让人难受..
爱一个人根本不该苦苦压抑..
没用的我只会用..
喜皮笑脸当成我的伪装..
也许我的伤心根本没有人能体会到的...

或许人生就是这样..
经一事..长一智..
人们只有遇到挫折的时候才会想起往事..
挫折对于毅志坚强的人来说是掂脚石..
而对于某些人来说..
它便是绊脚石..
我希望自己在人生中多遇挫折..
熟话说:
''挫折使人成长..''

或许只有这样..
我才会懂得更多..
但我希望自己能在挫折这站起来..
将它变成生活的一 部分..
变成自己成功的动力..
珍惜自己所拥有的..
有句话说的倒是好..
但最终又有几人能做到..
人们总以为新鲜的才是最美味的..
但并非事事都是如此..
人们只有等到身边的东西一件件失去之后..
才醒悟..
觉得浑身不自在..
到这时..
他们才会恍然大悟..
''失去的才是最重要的''..

不管什么时候都应该去珍惜自己所拥有的幸福..
不要身在福中不知福..
不要让一直付出的人而得不到一丝回报..
因为有了失去..
所以有了后悔..
可是后悔没什么用..
只不过会让自己内心感到一丝内疚罢了..
或许有些人在失去之前懂得挽回..
但这样做的又有几个..
人们只有到后悔的时候才会领悟过来..
知道自己的错..
但是往往到这时候已经晚了..
因为流逝的时间不能倒流..
失去的难以挽回..
世界上根本就没有后悔药..

有人说:
''犯错不要紧..
最重要的是知错能改..''
的确是这样..
可是..在犯小事的时候还有机会后悔..
但如果出了什么大事..
那后悔就来不及了..
那根本就不是知错能改的问题了..
即使改了也挽回不了..
当人们遇到的是小事的时候..
就会觉得无所谓..
所以有了..''一犯再犯..''
而有些人直到生命的最后一刻也不知道自己到底犯了什么错..
或许吧..
人们只有经历之后才懂得某些东西的重要..
才知道自己的错..
才会领悟到更多的道理..
但是..
我们最好还是不要在失去之后才来关注身边的一切..
那样就会后悔莫及..

Towards The Future ♥

Maybe blogging is the best way to express what I'm feeling right now..
You are making me worried and jealous all the time..
But this time..I'm tired..

Today after so long..
We both finally end it..
Life might feel a little different without you..
But maybe this will be better for both of us..
Nothing much i could say anymore..
Because saying it wouldn't change anything..
Only that..
Hope you will success in your future or what you are searching for..
The experience with you have up and down..
But still thanks you for once being there..


Free Him..My Heart..and My Mind..
Everything gonna write a full stop..
Even though how hard I've tried..
But I'm not the one..
I always find the way to let you feel happy..
But you just couldn't let me walk inside your heart..
I told you as long as you're happy ..then I happy too..
Finally you let me realize that..
Free you is the best way to makes you feel happy..
Because you do not need me inside your life..
How sarcastic..? =)
Finally I understood what life you actually belongs to..
And the person weren't me..
But i knew..
she will understand you one day..=)
The days spent together with you used to be the greatest in my life..
I will keep it inside my heart..
Although I knew everything is fake..
But it's ok..
Thanks for given me a dream that I've never thought would comes true..
Somehow..you've your own life..
Ok..I will let you go..
You've let me accepted the fact we're not meant to be..
A very last goodbye..Leonard Kong =)

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感情的事太复杂..
现在的我很累..
不想去干涉..
就这样吧..
随它去..

是你的就是你的..
不是你的强留也没用..
至少已经勇敢的踏出第一步了..
每个人都会希望他们喜欢的人幸福快乐..

喜欢的人不喜欢你..
不喜欢的人却偏偏喜欢上你..
就是这么奇怪..
这是为了让我们学会珍惜所拥有的吗..?
不要我们起贪婪之心吗..?

不管是怎样我都觉得无所谓..
就顺其自然..

别人都说..
选情人..
就要选一个他爱你多过你爱他的人..
这样你就不会爱得那么辛苦..
这确实很有道理..

但如果每个人都有这种想法的话..
那世上会有几对情人..
一定要有人必须牺牲..
所以呢..
就看你怎么认为..

其实..
我很了解..
感动并不代表喜欢..
一个人可以让你很感动..
往往就只是感动而已..
没有喜欢的成分..

很多时候..男人会让你觉得他爱上了你..
其实他真没有..
而女人会让你觉得她不可能会爱上你..
结果她却动了心..

所以..你..不要花时间在我身上..
遇到比我更好的..
就去追..
不要等我..
我不想耽误你..
我也希望你幸福..

或许有天..
我会后悔错过了你..
不过没关系..
因为那是我所选择的结果..

为我做太多..
反而让我觉得有压力..
觉得对你亏欠..
更不懂要怎么面对你..

不当面拒绝..
是不想让你受到伤害..
我自己也是当局者..
又怎会不明白被伤害的感觉..

有些人认为这么做很不果断..
处理这些事情就该干干脆脆..
可是我就是做不到..
这可以说是自寻烦恼..
但我只希望我们都会是朋友..

真的不用等我..
心还在飘浮不定的我..
也不懂我要什么..
我不值得..

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Haha.. a guy just confess to me..
Should i be happy..?
Same thing he told me..

" I'm serious..
I can give you happiness..
I really wish to take care of you and protect you..
You are the kind of girl that I like..
I really mean it.."

Is this the 经典对白 for a guy to take a girl's heart..?

Touch..? Shock..?
Hahaha.. I have no idea..

What is love..?
I experienced it before..
Its sweet but yet pain as well..
People keeps telling me how they love me..care for me..
As if it is real..
Show me your love but not just say through words..
I really don't know what am i thinking..
perhaps you will know..?
Something unhappy happened just now..
My mood will only get affected for one reason - Family..
I thought everything is going to end..
But tragedy happens again and again..
It never ends..!
Pain..
Its really pain..
Who can really understand my pain..?
I have been hiding my emotion and keep it well..
Love is everything for me..
Love for family..
Love for friends..
But for sure family is always the first..
For the past relationships..
I'm always serious..
Once i involved in a relationship..
Boyfriend is a part of my family..
Which i care..love..
He is the only shoulder for me..the only person i can depend on..
I give out my heart and i get hurt..
So why should i be so serious..?
Since i feel so insecure in love..
Whats the best way for me to be loved by someone and not being hurt..?
Perhaps playing around..?
Enjoy the happiness even though it is short..
Should it be like that..
Hahaha..
Why troubles keep coming to me..
I need a breath..
I need a hug..
I need a kiss..
Anything it will do to heal my broken heart..
I will not show my negative feelings anymore..
I have learned to accept everything it is..
Angry..
Sad..
If you can see through my eyes..u will feel it..

I just hope to be loved..

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烦 的时候没人问..我学会了 承受..
哭 的时候没人哄..我学会了 坚强..
怕 的时候没人陪..我学会了 勇敢..
累 的时候没人可以依靠..我学会了 自立..
就这样我找到了自己..
可贵的是..世界上..只有一个我!
渐渐地我成熟了..有压力才有动力..
因为没有更大的不如意..所以现在的不如意也是幸福的..

一个人的世界..很安静..安静的可以听到自己的呼吸声和心跳声..

冷 了..给自己 加件外套..
饿 了..给自己 买个面包..
病 了..给自己 一份坚强..

失败 了..给自己 一个目标..
跌倒 了..在伤痛中爬起..并给自己 一个宽容的微笑..
想哭 的时候..我会自己一个人在房间里 尽情得哭..
孤独寂寞 的时候..我会 静静的想着某人..
伤心 的时候..我会找个地方静静的发呆..然后告诉自己..还是要面对 坚持下去..
难过 的时候..我会伪装自己..对别人说： ''我很好'' 我很开心..
失落 的时候..我会笑着对自己说..没事的..一切总会过去..

记得..没有过不去的事情..只有过不去的心情!其实只要把心情变一下..世界就完全不同了..

聪明人一定要学会善待自己..
人生总会有那么多的 失败. 挫折. 痛苦.​和 折磨..
这个时候..
请不要闭锁你的心灵..
请不要让自己的心灵布满阴​云..
请不要抛开生活中一切美好的东西..要敞开你的心灵..
当不幸降​临到你身边的时候..学会爱自己..
对自己说：'' 这一切都会过去的..​要珍惜生活中的每一寸光阴..''

互道珍重..对一个已经离开我的人..
我应该让他留下最美的回忆才对..
握在手里不一定就能拥有..
我们所拥有的也不一定要一直握在手里..
如果爱还存在..他跟本没消失..
而如果爱已消失..即使勉强在一起..爱也不会存在..
人与人之间的缘分本来就是这样..有缘起就一定会有缘灭..
在因缘世界中..你 ''拥有'' 了他..
过了那个阶段..缘灭也会开始来临..
爱的可贵在于 "永恒"..而不是永远..
毕竟..
曾经爱过..就曾经幸福过..

互道珍重..
对一个已经离开我的人..
我应该让他留下最美的回忆才对..
毕竟我们也 ''曾经'' 真心爱过对方..