Sadness Breaking Day ~

Our Love ending - 15 August 2011
7 months 3 weeks 3 days
u are the only one in this world who's love me deeply and hurt me deeply..
pro than my Ex..Yaoming!
but i still love u as must as i can..
no matter what..I'm sure I'm would not go back together with u and would not lets u have the chance to hurt me again..
but if u need me..i surely i will beside u support u..
we have a lots of memory happiness..sadness..funny..
i meet u and u change my world..
now that u are gone..I'm go back to my old ways..i cnt get hurt that ways..
what u said ..what u did..u are breaking chin chin my heart..breaking my heart hen hen!!
i still want be fren wit u..because i admit..i still have feel with u..
when the people u love start ignore u..mean that u nothing to him already..
what feelings i had now?..i cnt ever try to hide my heart..
the feelings like time my grandfather pass away..so suddenly..a person that i love..care..so much suddenly pass away..不存在 already..
I have a lots of question in my brain keep turn around..
did i stand here waiting u cum back on me..?
no!! its impossible !!

No more....
no more wake up msg good night msg from u..
no more love and sayang from u..
no more caring from u..
no more warm sweet hug from u..
NO MORE......NO MORE...NO MORE...

i keep thinking about u..
urs promised all is fake.:'(
too disappointed too sad..:'(
i really...
hard to put down Man!
sometime i really want people to know how i feel.
stupid..silly!!!!!!!!!!!!