You.leonard..

Leonard Kong Kian Fui.
I really really do miss you a lot..sometime even more than a lot..

Saw other girls find you..

I admit..I will felt jealous..

I know we are just friend.. but the feeling is still there.. I miss the smiles we shared.. I miss the kiss you gave me.. I miss staring at you all the time..

Although when I needed you most when..
You are not in my side..
But I will not blame you..
I can understand..
Love in this world..
Only allows the space to accommodate two people..
You are the man I want to love.. but you are always too crowded..
You have a girl that you like and love..
I do not want to interfere in your life..
I still remember..
These some message that u send me before..

''暧昧''

''Ya i know that why i ask you we ai mei loh..u wont hurt me and i wont hurt u..wait u put down him ma..when ai mei that time i can give u happiness mah to forget him..when u put down him v just discuss we how loh..tell u true u are my first ppl ai mei dui xiang''

''I nevermind just v together de time is happy is already enough i mean v now fren or v ai mei. No waste my time is i want waste my time on u. I have time. Haha.i ok.. You are not bad girl for me..I just wanna treat u as best friend and i want care u.''

''Cuz i have abit feel to u. U can say me stupid . Cuz i'm very stupid. I nt scare hurt. v nt together mah..V ai mei mah ''

Just ask u once time..These all still valid..?

Sometime..you will make me think you are fell in love with me..
In fact..you really did not..
I makes you think i cannot fall in love with you..
And I was moving the heart..YES! I have feel with you..
Well..not that emotional..but i really move the heart..

That's the worst part.. Liking someone so much and knowing he'll never feel the same way..
Because you don't like me..
So when you lonely..
you will not think of me..
And the moment i think of you..
Because you don't like me..
So you don't know..
I am waiting for your concern..but wait until the closing of the heart..
Because you don't like me..
So you don't understand..
Your every move..have command of my heart and life..
You don't concern me..not care about me..
Don't ever know i have been with quiet dedication..
Because you don't know..
I like you..

I just want to hug you so much right now..
Every time i think about you..I have to remind myself that if u want talk to me..You would.~
I Really want talk to you..but I feel like I'm annoying you..
Sometimes..I feel like a little girl who needs protection..
No matter how strong I will get..you are still my weakness..
Sometimes our hearts just need time to accept what our heads already know..

Perhaps we are not together..
You is super man in my heart..
You is my lovely in my heart..

Is He ? Important person in my life forever?
Am I ? Important person in his life forever?
Silly me...~

To Be Continue..